CouRage

CouRage is nOt in the absence of fear.
it is going through it all,
despite of it all,
knowing that God will be with me - surely - thrOugh it all.

i'll enter this Job with THanksGiving in my heart and will enter into it with JOY!

God said to Joshua - 3 times! - "Be strong and courageous!"
So will i! so WILL I! so Muz I!

Last nite, the realization of reality - change in work environment + the quick ending of my current project - suddenly just overwhelmed me. My heart was heavy. Yet, as i stood by the window praying, a cool breeze blew onto my chest.

& that cool breeze blew away the heaviness in my heart. Just like that!!

My God, my King!

I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter His courts with PRAISE!

My God & King

My God and King
to You alone I sing
You're the face I seek
For all eternity

You'd be my dream come true
Just to be with You
How I'd see brand new
With eyes for only You

My God and King
Through the storm I sing
Covered by Your wing
This song of love I bring

You are my dream come true
Just to be with You
Now I see brand new
With eyes for only You

I hope
that this will truly beCome my heartcry for this year.

My hope & joy comes from none other but my King!

A change in job environment for me, yet again. I have a feeling that God knows me best. Though i dun really know what i want or what i am best at, but my Abba Papa knows. He knows what will work well for me.

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you. (2 Corinthians 4:8-12, NIV)

God’s plan is that every time we face these hardships, we learn to trust God a little bit more, so that every time the hardships press in, we can be a little stronger. God is our strength, not our own ability to carry the weight.

God doesn’t ask us to “work up” this hope – pretending we’re joyful when our whole world is collapsing around us. Rather, our hardships allow the Holy Spirit to work within us, developing joy and peace – teaching us to stop trusting in our own understanding and instead to trust that God is at work within and around our lives -- quoted from Purpose Driven Life daily journal.

Lord, i believe in you... help me in my unbelief. My hope, my source of peace...