What I want to be...

I have a dream.

My Dream is to beCOMe a Firefighter when I grow up.

Now, wait a minute here! I'm grown up. In fact, too overgrown. Can I still be a firefighter? The tot of being one comes back to me every now and den. At the beginning of this year, I kept asking myself - Should I be one? Can I take the physical training if I do become one? Am I fit enough to take the stairs? Can I carry one human being? Can I study again? Can I go through those trainings and work alongside with younger (much more energetic) kiddos?

My family do not encourage me to become one. N I'm not sure if God wants me to take that up.

Yet, the tot that I'll be able to help people, to save them from trouble (not climbing trees to save cats or wat, ok), to be there in times of needs & emergency... Well, that is something to live for, isn't it?! Plus, i have always Love e Civil DEfence uniform + the idea of working & training together as ONE unit - One for All, All for One.

so ah, can you tell me if i should? Should I? I should?! should I??